A few things for you

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And...what else...oh, yes - me:

 

The above were Christmas 2001. Below was April 2004, after I'd been on the diet for a year. Same pants worn in all three pics.

 

Also a pic from Thanksgiving that same year:

And, of course you've already seen where I'm at now.


And last but not least, this wouldn't be complete without some music, *grin*. You may already have a copy of this song somewhere, can't remember if I made you a copy of this CD or not. Anyway, the last verse of this song just spontaneously popped into my head when I woke up from the dream, and ever since the song has just seemed rather appropriate in some ways, so I thought I'd include it. Can click on the link to hear/download it.

 

The Call - Closer
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Why with you is it always all or nothing
What seemed important, it now turns to dust
And God, I know it hurts to be this lonely
I know it's hard to live life out of trust

The night cannot reveal the coming morning
The morning never knows how day will end
Me without you, I'm left here wanting
Lost inside my own life once again...

Closer...closer...
I'm feeling my way, in the cold light of day
Closer...closer...
I'm feeling my way, I'm nearer each day

Why does it always feel like I'm running backwards
There's always just one more mile to go
In all this time, we've struggled just like lovers
A struggle that no words could ever show
You must have sensed that I was growing reckless
You must have known my pain was very real...

Closer...closer...
I'm pulling the weight of a million years
Closer...closer...
I find myself out on this old road again
Closer...closer...
You've lived this life, and you know what it's like
Closer...closer...
You know how it feels, you know it's a fight

Why does it always hurt when you get close to me
Why do I pull away when you draw near
You know that you're my life and my love only
All my inner failings disappear

Seems to me my heart burned down again last night
Leaves me out here wandering in the cold
Somewhere in the distance, you are calling me
Somewhere in the distance lies my home...





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